Primal Scream
I am so overwhelmed by all this moving to Germany stuff tonight. We have a big meeting tomorrow with Marty's HR guy to try to work out some of the details. But I keep looking around this house and thinking, god, how are we ever going to get out of here? And there is so much ambiguity about what is going to happen... I can't even begin to list everything that's making me crazy right now.
But okay. Everything's going to work out all right. It is normal for me to be feeling this way when things are so up in the air. (I'm not saying it's a normal response on an absolute scale, only that it's normal for me to feel this way.)
The truth is, in a month or so we will both be over there -- and Ziggy too, most likely -- and we will be living somewhere and our furniture will be somewhere and something will have been done about our house here, and in the end, things will be okay. So I just need to keep focusing on that and not wigging out.
Breathe. Breathe. Breathe.
I am so overwhelmed by all this moving to Germany stuff tonight. We have a big meeting tomorrow with Marty's HR guy to try to work out some of the details. But I keep looking around this house and thinking, god, how are we ever going to get out of here? And there is so much ambiguity about what is going to happen... I can't even begin to list everything that's making me crazy right now.
But okay. Everything's going to work out all right. It is normal for me to be feeling this way when things are so up in the air. (I'm not saying it's a normal response on an absolute scale, only that it's normal for me to feel this way.)
The truth is, in a month or so we will both be over there -- and Ziggy too, most likely -- and we will be living somewhere and our furniture will be somewhere and something will have been done about our house here, and in the end, things will be okay. So I just need to keep focusing on that and not wigging out.
Breathe. Breathe. Breathe.

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